Saturday, May 16, 2009
Discovering the Full-Body Ah-Ha!
According to Shakti Gawain (in her book Developing Intuition), 'The surest and most reliable way to know whether you are following your intuition is that whenever you do so, you feel more alive!"
I have absolutely found this to be so. When I am in tune with my body and trust in what I feel (you know, those nice "gut feelings" that kick in), I feel more vibrant, alert, and clear. Sometimes I even experience a full-body "ah-ha!" It's like being in pure alignment or flowing along with the current instead of against it.
"When you are listening to you intuitive feelings and acting on them, you keep your channel open so the life force can keep flowing. You literally have more energy moving through you. When you don't pay attention to your intuition, or go against it, you may find that you feel a certain heaviness, lack of energy, a kind of deadness. This is because the life force is trying to come through and move you in a certain way, and it is being blocked."
I can think of several times in my life when I went against the flow or current of my inner wisdom--when my body said "no, this isn't right," but I did something anyway. Or when my whole being lit up with "yes, do this!" and yet out of fear I stifled this feeling and was left with lethargy and disappointment.
My belief is that trusting yourself and your inner wisdom comes directly from body awareness. I think we must bypass the mind in order to feel the sensations in our being and to listen to the messages our body conveys to us. The mind is so powerful that it can override any body system (that's why we can experience panic when there is actually no real threat to our safety).
So try dropping into your body as you are learning to trust yourself. I believe your body does have the answers. What you feel from the inside can guide you in ways you never thought possible. What is that rumbling in your belly about? Or that twinge in your low back? Sink into it, enter it with your senses and find out.
(In my next post, I will explore this inner searching more specifically as I report on the amazing Focusing for Bodyworkers WorkshopI attended last week with Jack Blackburn. Stay tuned.)